After speaking to my friend, she gave me hope again. Hope to try all over again. I finally spoke to hubs about it and we both agreed to try again.. :) Discussed that we will do our IUI next year February.. and I don't think we can just walk in to the clinic and say.. DOCTOR, insert some SPERM into me NOW!
Anyway, that's not how it is.. so I called the clinic the next day, and thought i had to wait a week to get a slot, but Nooo.. in 2 days time we had a 1.15pm appointment with Dr. P! WOO HOO!
I can feel a certain glow in me.. like some inner energy has just started it's engine!
Monday, October 24, 2011
Thursday, October 20, 2011
someone showered me with magic Baby Dust
One night i visited a friend, who recently given birth to a healthy baby girl.. We spoke about baby topics, obviously. Baby gears, baby food, baby sleeping pattern, baby everything!!
And of course, i told myself not to share our infertility story to anybody else.. as it's hurtful.. but somehow towards the end of our night, i told her.. not in detail, but enough to let her know we are going through some difficulties.. Shared her my views of why i'm thinking of not having a kid..
And i'm glad i shared with her.. she explain to me her views and a relative who did not believe in marriage who recently passed away... she explain about her mother who has helped her through her pregnancy and with helping her taking care of her new born. She explain it's not easy, but it's true, they make it all worth while. It's happiness you can't buy.. It's also frustrating at times, she won't lie... but she said it's a gamble, which i kinda understood what she meant.. we can't predict the future, we will never know how the kid turn out to be, if they end up loving us in return. it all starts from the parents.. parenting is important.. and it's the roots that where it all begins..
And of course, i told myself not to share our infertility story to anybody else.. as it's hurtful.. but somehow towards the end of our night, i told her.. not in detail, but enough to let her know we are going through some difficulties.. Shared her my views of why i'm thinking of not having a kid..
And i'm glad i shared with her.. she explain to me her views and a relative who did not believe in marriage who recently passed away... she explain about her mother who has helped her through her pregnancy and with helping her taking care of her new born. She explain it's not easy, but it's true, they make it all worth while. It's happiness you can't buy.. It's also frustrating at times, she won't lie... but she said it's a gamble, which i kinda understood what she meant.. we can't predict the future, we will never know how the kid turn out to be, if they end up loving us in return. it all starts from the parents.. parenting is important.. and it's the roots that where it all begins..
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