It's been 17 months since i've given birth to my first child, and now i'm thinking when should i have no 2. I am a stay at home mom with no helper.. house is always in a mess, and i allow my daughter to watch tv :P and youtube. stuffs that i said won't allow to happen, happened, and that's because i cut myself some slack.. in order to keep sanity intact.
Becoming a parent made me realised i cannot be always in control of everything.. if the biscuits/milk/water/food spilled on the floor.. it's okay, i can just wipe it or let the cats in and lick it. If she fall, it's okay, i just put some pawpaw etc and tell her she'll be fine.. If i don't shower that day, it's okay, as long as my daughter is happy. If i'm going to be late, it's okay, i hope people would understand.. if they don't it's okay, i don't care. Hahaha.. yes, if you have this kinda mindset, it will reflect on yourself, = if you are a happy parent, = your child will also be a happy kid. :)
So now, i'm still breastfeeding my 17 months old daughter, my first aim was to do 12 months, but 12 months passed sooo fast! i wasn't ready to wean her off.. So i thought okay, since i wasn't going to try for no 2 yet.. let me breastfeed her till she's 24 months! at 15 months my period resume back.. i'm not sure if that's how i should say it.. after so long.. i was quite worried .. cause dr ravi said if i wanna have no 2, i should stop breastfeeding maybe at 18 months, so i can have my period again and let it regulate etc.. before i start trying.. that was at 12 month check up. But at 15 months, my period naturally came back, i was still breastfeeding. it was just spotting for 3 days, and thats it. at 16 months, it was back to usual and i expected very bad period cramps, but luckily everything is just normal.
Things i should do for February, Make an appointment with Dr Ravi and Maybe with KL fertility. See what are my options..
